Love Life

i ♥ my twin =)

i cant wait till next week is over =) all my projects and exams will be done....and then i can be at peace at least until finals ishh. this weekend is alll dedicated to studying, APO events, studying, work, and studying. then i can start sleeping in again!!! i havent gotten 8 hours of sleep in a very long time...its making me grumpy. GRAWR. i know when i'm busy i get pretty grouchy and moody but honestly i cant tell you how much i love my life. despite the bad luck i've been having lately... (ALVIN OR!!) its always evened out by the number of amazing people in my life who are always looking out for me. im very very spoiled. i guess i forget how good i have it sometimes.

love love love you all!

APO and smiles

i've finally gotten myself out of my rut. yes, it took me a veryy long time. i can finally genuinely smile and be happy to go out with my friends. I joined a national service fraternity called APO and have met so many great people in the past few months. I've been keeping myself busy with community service, work, school, and friends. its great =) When i look at recent pictures of myself i can notice myself looking happier. I really do have a very spoiled life. I'm loved and supported by almost everyone. Parents, brother, coworkers, friends, housemates, and so on.... I hope one day i'll be worthy of all the love and support i recieve from everyone in my life.

I watched Curious Case of Benjamin Button with my mom yesterday. It was so romantic. It really made me really want to find the perfect significant other. i've decided im going to stop settling for boys who are 'good enough' are really take my time to find someone who will take my breath away. hopefully i will find him sooner than later <3